Saturday, October 18, 2008

Every person had its own secret tat dunwan anione to know....
n tat includin mi also...
but i dunno wad is my secret..
funni?rite??..
the feelin is jus like i dunwan people to find out abt my secret..but i ask myself..
wad is my secret??
my mind jus Blank..
the feelin SUck.!
the feelin made mi hard to breathe...

Tryin veri hard to find out my own secret..
mayb is i dunwan people to understand mi.
.includin my close fren n family ba..tat y ,
nt even my classmate understand mi..
sumtime i jus wan to let dem understand mi.
.coz we gg to same class for 2 yrs lei.. ..
but there always a weird feelin to stop mi..
i dunwan too..
but...
hais..
so i write this post..
the main point is let my classmate know..
is nt i dun like the class..
or hard to communicate....
is jus sumtin stop mi to do so..
n tis make mi feel Suck n helpless too...!!

Tat y..i goes every whr..
i won leave my earpiece..
i lock myself in music..
coz i onli allow music to understand mi..
coz music is hw feelin sound like....
dun u guys agree??..LOl..
i dunwan to always lock myself in music..
but everytime tat always the same weird feelin to call mi do so..
nobody can stop it...
dun ask mi anitin abt it..
i will jus give u a smile...
coz i dunno the answer also...
it struggling mi inside my heart..

tat all i know abt myself..
i tin i dun even understand myself
hw to let people understand mi??
hais..